.So keep wishing you were me, and I'll keep making you have to. ;)

 

Fuck you and these little games you play,

You’re wasted now, you’ve thrown your life away

I can see you’re getting slower every day,
Your lungs are giving out,
Your arms are slowing down,
We both know this can’t last forever,
Things will change

Everything will change

So true.

Seeing everyone’s true face
Makes me wish they would keep their masks on
Cause I don’t wanna know, who you really are
I thought you would have learned your lesson by now

True face exposed, dark motives in the mind
Was listening too scary for you?
You haven’t changed, you never will (you never will)

You and I will never be the same,
You say you try, but you never change
You can hide, and say you’re not to blame
I thought you have learned your lesson by now

I was wrong
Something in me still has love for you
I don’t know why
Everyone is not as good as they seem
Trust in me, trust in me.

Theres blood on my hands
But the killers not my enemy
Its all for the sake of love
Its all for you…

When all we know is falling I’ll save something for you you who are all alone.
When everything is beautiful, when everything’s okay
Even if it’s not okay, I’ll say It’s all for you.

This could mean everything or nothing at all.
You take what is real
I’ll give you my all

You were just a mistake,
Nothing I had planned for, nothing I wanted,
You ruined everything I had,
Just know I wanted you dead.

And love is just a word we say,
Don’t get this confused,
Can’t seem to block this,
I keep looking back,
Keep moving backwards,
I’ll wish you dead till it’s done

You are not my son,
I am not your father,
Just know one thing,
I wanted you dead,
There’s nothing left here.

"a conversation with helen keller"

Here’s to starting again for the last time

No more second chances, no more lies

Apologies that you pull out your ass

I’m done with you so you can take them back

For years I’ve been filled by misery

I let my ignorance get the best of me

You really think I wanna go back to it???

I won’t let you ever spit in my face again

This time you get what’s yours

Open

Your eyes

Close your

Fucking mouth

Listen up and heed the words I say

Because tonight you’ll hear no more from me

It’s safe to say that you will

Get what’s yours in time……

So you can keep my name out of your mouth

I won’t let your drama bring me down

Tell your family and your friends the same shit

As if they’ll stick around for much more of it.

(drums and bass keep rhythm, guitars ring out)

(phone rings)

“oh my god…”

“What?”

“This is the 10th time she’s called in the last fucking hour”

“Pick it up dude. Tell her to fuck off…”

(picks up, girl says hello???, breakdown starts)

WHAT THE FUCK

DON’T YOU GET?

ABOUT THE FACT THAT I HAVE CALLED IT QUITS?!?

I WANT YOU GONE

I WANT YOU DEAD

LISTEN TO THE WORDS THAT I HAVE FUCKING SAID

Open

Your eyes

Close your

Fucking mouth

Listen up and heed the words I say……

It’s safe to say that you will

Get what’s yours in time…

No more second chances

No reason left to try……

Here’s to starting again for the LAST TIME.